Beautifully Fucked Up

abuse, adoption, beauty, Bodywork, connection, energy medicine, energy vampires, enlightenment, friendship, Kabbalah, life journey, love, manifestation, narcissistic abuse, narcissistic survivor, new age, Occult, parenting, preventative medicine, relationship, social media, soul, survivor, UncategorizedMay 27, 2017advice, blog, blogging, faith, family, health, humanity, humor, learning, life, personal development, relationships, self awareness, society, therapy, toxic behavior, toxic people, toxic relationships, truth, writingComment

I don't need a day in may to know my worth as a mother

connection, friendship, life journey, love, new age, relationship, soul, UncategorizedMay 10, 2017adoption, biological mother, blogging, faith, family, hate mothers day, health, humanity, life, mothers day, relationships, truth, writingComment

a spiritual standoff within a universal shakedown

lets face it, ive been a life long metaphysical junkie and I kinda know my shit

so Im asking for your help, my beloved universe and angelic helpers

connection, life journey, love, new age, Occult, relationship, soul, UncategorizedApril 30, 2017abundance, blog, blogging, divine intervention, divine shift, faith, family, hope, life, magic, mercury retrograde, truth, universal connection, universal magicComment

The Invisible Grief & Loss Of Adoption

I never once was taught from the early age of my adoption how to mourn & grieve my first initial loss that ended up effecting my entire life. I think because we are babies, the world around us was incapable of understanding the dynamics of this replacement mother/baby switch, believing we as children didn't have anything to grieve. Adoptees are looked upon as a blessing in someones else's life, while our own personal trauma from it goes unnoticed, ignored or dismissed, acting as if this loss never happened to us.