The Gift In Self(ish)Care

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The NON Father's Day

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The Shame Of Weight

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The Birth Of The Legendary Phoenix

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I Am The Light

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The Emotional Truth About Adoptees Grief & Invisible Loss

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How I Cut Half My Finger Off

The Archetype Of A Queen/King Bee

The Unhealthy Patterns Of Behavior

The Power Of Forgiveness & Its Act Of Mercy

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How Misfortune Saved My Life

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National Adoption Awareness Month ~ Behind Closed Doors

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November Is National Adoption Month ~ How I met My Biological Mothers Sister

November Is Adoption Awareness Month ~ My Biological Father Jack & The Gift In The Wake Of His Death

November Is National Adoption Month ~ The Secret Gift From My Biological Mother

November Is Adoption Month ~ The Problem With The Adoption Label

I Cant Make This Stuff Up

Healing the Family Tree

The Wounds Of Adoption

I always felt haunted in my own body by the ghostly feeling of these unresolved bleeding wounds of being given away. Even as a grown woman, I still needed & wanted answers that only she had the power to relinquish over me. What would make a mother want to give their child away was a very big question I had, especially becoming a mother of my own adding more emotions to wounds that would never seem to heal.